Saturday, June 26, 2010

nothing with everything

temple design

Repeating line design act as buffer that lead to next level, simple and geometrical design serve purpose to reduce unnecessary motion of your mind, at last darkness or dimness design is try to put an end of troubled mind or to eliminate any personal emotion, its like put you to death but also to restart your mind once again, just like when you are very happy until forgot everything and you even more happy.

I not sure if I discover everything, bright color or big size temple also unnecessary because it might trigger unnecessary motion.

I was once have a thought that the most perfect building is invisible from the surrounding, its provide protection like Chameleon and does not affect original view.

Name is unimportant and important at the same time. It’s because description can make people clear but confuse at the same time. For example, like thingness and thingless, nothing and everything, one and zero, they are so close and that easily causing people assume they know a lot.

That why old wise man will say smart but not wise; and teachers say the more you understand and you will find you don’t understand more; Greece philosopher say one must know foolish of oneself.

In wikipedia may say philosophy cannot make knowledge but actually philosophy makes knowledge but knowledge cannot make philosophy.

The core meaning of philosophy is simply using your mind, not use your any previous experience, knowledge or prejudice.

And philosophy merely a name that actually contents no meaning, nothing and it’s confusing everybody for century. Yes and not only this word, many other words, like three words that I just spill out above which having same meaning and is the same thing if you use your mind.

I don’t remember much about architecture style name or term because why would I memorized them while they has no name from the very beginning and all I need to is understand it (science) and play with it (art) which make people call it architecture or design, whatever. Both motion or action using mind and that make people drag along philosophy. Sigh, people like to differentiate unnecessary thing while it’s just the same thing or same mind while only use on different thing.

All I have saying also mean nothing and everything. I'm stop here before get into bigger trouble.


Monday, June 21, 2010

confusing article

I have notice that it talk about freedom and something seem relate to Western Philosophy that truth is concrete, with relativity. Which actually no different with Eastern Philosophy but they are more clear that freedom itself basically is simply focus of mind which make yourself feel free and you not really seek for freedom or anything but actually nothing, nothing itself being describe as freedom by most people. Relative also not exist but only exist as prejudice is occur in your mind.

Like Ludwig Mies van der Rohe say less is more or God is in the details which actually try to describe about the same thing – freedom by focus on detail (the motion of focus exactly focus of mind at the same time), and make thing less or simplicity or hierarchy (whatever you call it) make people easier to focus while actually the best focus is nothing to focus.

So, is architecture really got any meaning, even myself doubt when lecture ask me to explain my own design with bunch of term and style that actually probably have no meaning from the very beginning.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

minority report

The main character work as (detective) using "pre-crime division" by three psychic being caught murder by himself before it happen and struggle to prove himself innocent with help of one of the psychic.

Not impressive much, just a detective story adding with some future technology and the road on building seem unnecessary unless there really bunch of mega parallel structure and I was doubt how the vehicle turn back to horizontal when it reach end or corner. But if so, the road may able to be part of design.

Failure or imperfect of system? But I think only need to improve it and no need to abandon it totally.

Not much impact to architecture because don’t have such technology, therefore won’t have any further thinking of it, and may be only think of design plan of the lift to be more interesting and effective.

Monday, June 14, 2010

theory of Ar- my story

I’m love plants and start gardening and design garden since 13 on a very special place that is not suitable as garden which makes it more challenging. It gives me joy and peace, and I learn lot of thing. I also love drawing and design anything or even inventing, haha which not need for me to explain too much here.

I’m actually want to be a environmental engineering but I not good on math, or landscape architect, forestry but I not under science stream

Then I end up at UCSI to study architecture

But since after I enter UCSI architecture, I feel my mind getting blurry and its does not feel good. I guess I been used to learn by observing for days, weeks, months and practical experience which is fun and free of mind without concern of deadline and others; no rushing, memorized or making model, Its just too fake and unproductive way to learn which make me suffer a lot, I want to explore more knowledge but always being stop by multiple deadline again and again. How can I learn freely by this stupid education system, sigh. I know that most how we work in future but …., sigh.

Good thing…. can’t remember much….. Too rushing ……Not enough time to feel deeply….. Friends….hard work…Nice model and design but still unable to make myself proud …. Too fake….. I not even know how the true feeling of my design if built in reality….. How can I be proud or even confident?

Explore slowly and more is my best yet worst habit, because I been train myself to do research like scientist when I was a gardener, Its not just find references or data that been done like lecture always used to ask but to discover by myself and fully understand as much as I can without any kind of aid, for example not just understand different behavior of plant, but how it response to other plant, soil, water, weather behavior. This habit are slow or ineffective in short term but effective in long term, its giving chance for myself to use my mind which gives me great knowledge and wisdom but bad marks for late submission.

Just want to discover more because it’s fun and might useful to help myself and others in future. I guess that what keep me to learn.