An architect is merely a life practices like anyone.

Most modern design was getting boring even though they look unusual but just different of appearance because people today also getting boring as they getting stupid seeking of something blindly, and so are building designer today as human population rising, society hunger of speed and living need, profession emerge and getting divide from other thing, system that bind with society and unnecessary emotion all the time, overwhelming by the pressure of the whole society, we lose our freedom of mind, our senses. Not just architect but all people unable to practice life and understand life, nature, world, everything, a sad out coming to all, and a dangerous vicious cycle. a fundamentally new discovery, invention, design getting hard to come out anymore.

so am I who getting blurry, act of thinking like luxury now. I realize that I unavoidably getting stupid as I adapt to the system, should I quit architecture and look for the problem and solution to stop this vicious cycle.

sorry to be so emotional, but such big problem has make everyone getting senses dumb and negative behavior. even though if anyone understand article is about feel, appreciate does not make one having the sensitive or ability to feel or appreciate. only when one reach motionless or peace of mind could be sensitive to our own body and surrounding.

and that why hard to find a architect with good senses today, and the clients and even architects also losing sense and unable to appreciate the sensation design by the designer and even worse was the sensation design were difficult or lot of afford need to be communicate by only presentation and model. I rather built it directly than wasting so much time to communicate and that make me more an amateur from view of professional system but more professional than professional designer in a wild way.

but society, system and law restrict such wild way make not only architecture getting boring, our life and everything else were getting boring. it seem I have gone too far from the topic but I just can't help because they are all related.

Last samurai: too many mind, no mind (nothingness) (peace) (Zen)